Long time dear readers will know I have been blessed with two wonderful Nan's. One is known as Mama (my mum's mum) and the other Nan (my dad's mum). Even luckier is the fact I still have them in my life. When I was growing up, they both had a big influence on my life, although I didn't realise it at the time.
Mama had 11 children, raised on her own (she is a saint), and had a big hand in helping raise the grandchildren that ensued. She was our babysitter as there was no daycare in those days, so her house was a riot of yelling, feeding and where you were usually pushed out of your seat to an older cousin. I was one amongst a million but we all felt loved and cared for even if it wasn't with a gentle touch.
Nan's house was different. It was quiet and everything just so. When we had any meal, the table was set with a tablecloth and I just loved doing those jobs. There was always a chair for me. Nan and Pop had 2 sons and a smaller extended family. I was the only granddaughter gifted to Nan so you can imagine the word spoilt came up often. My pop spent most of his time in the back vegie patch and was rarely inside. I spent every Saturday and Wednesday night with Nan while my parents worked and it was a treat for her to pick me up from Mama's and I'd go around and kick the older boy cousins that had been a thorn in my side as I had my biggest ally with me....although they had long memories and I'd be in for it when I returned.
Saturday we baked and went to the local football. Nan was a wonderful baker and quite often it would be this nutloaf, other times it might be rock cakes or her melt in your mouth shortbread. I'd sit up on the bench and help measure and mix, and the biggest job of all - licking the spoon and bowl. The smells would make my tummy rumble.
Before we headed off to the football, Nan would take me up to the bathroom, dampen my fringe and give it a little trim, we'd both put red lipstick on and off we'd go with a hot thermos of sweet tea and our baking.
It was while I was baking this nutloaf that all of these memories came flooding back to me like a warm hug. The smell of the spices put me straight back to Nan's kitchen and a smile settled on my lips for hours.
Nan's nutloaf
1 1/2 cups of self raising flour
pinch of salt
1 tspn mixed spice
60gm butter - at room temp
1/2 cup caster sugar
generous 1/2 cup of walnuts, roughly chopped
generous 1/2 cup of sultanas
1 egg, beaten well
1/2 cup milk
- Grease the nutloaf tin and pre-heat oven to 190c/375f.
- Sift flour, salt and spice into a medium sized bowl.
- Using your fingertips, rub the butter into the flour mix until it resembles breadcrumbs.
- Add sugar,, nuts, sultanas and stir through.
- In a seperate small bowl, whisk together the egg and milk.
- Add egg mixture to flour mixture and stir to combine - gently and don't over mix.
- Leaving the bottom on the nutloaf tin, fill with the cake batter and bake - keeping the tin upright when you put the top on and into the oven.
- Bake for approx 50-60minutes - you will smell it when it is ready! Though you can take the lid off and check with a wooden skewer - if it comes out clean the loaf is done.
- Leave in the tin on a cake rack to cool for at least 10 minutes before you take the loaf out.
- Serve sliced with butter and a cup of tea - perfection!
I'm sorry there isn't any nice photos of the nutloaf slathered with butter but I made this during the day in anticipation of my Nan coming for dinner. I've been doing Wednesday night dinners for her and my dad ever since I had my little one which is a family tradition I love. I'm always worried when I am doing one of her recipes and just hope it comes in close. As I dished it up, she told me that she hadn't baked nutloaf in the 8 years since Pop passed away, it was his favourite. As she sipped her tea and ate a slice, she smiled and said it was as good as hers. What a compliment, I think I could have shed a tear.
And that my dear reader is why I love to cook and bake - it just warms my heart.
Ciao, Jan x


















